Sunday, November 14, 2004

Half Moon Bay

I was at the beach today. A great day indeed. I did some readings at the beach, overseeing the sea wave pumping the shore and birds flying over my head. People walked through the sand, matched by the outlaying of one and one more footprint that created strange but beautiful lines on the sand. A picture indeed, and I finished listening to Caroline Myss' audio book on self-esteem. Some of her comments and answers really annoyed me, but the questions raised by her is much legit and apply to me somewhat.
I ran on the beach and then got some blackberry as the reward of the day. Feeling invigorated, I went to the FARM meeting and I felt I am much alive in the meeting too. You know, self-perception has an importance that I finally realized to face bravely.
And now I only worry about how efficient I could do my work after this personal growth. By the way, I am going to have lunch with the girl next Thursday (Finally!). I do not know what to say, so I just do not plan fo ranything. I hope the conversation will turn out to ok, though I doubt a bad conversation would have much impact on me right now any way. I think I still like her, but if she is not available, there is nothing I can do about it. Let it be, then.
By the way, I had a really productive night at Coho. Sometimes having a day free recharges my biological battery.

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