I think I had an eventual day today. I was with a middle-school friend for te whole day. (Some of the followings might not make too much sense, but I will write it anyway. I will make a "blog about friend" about her soon). With her, I was always a little bit annoyed but felt challenged. I thought my way of living is positive and proactive, but in comparison to her, it is nothing. Yeah, "challenged" is the best word to describe my feeling towards her. She is indeed like a perfect reference point for me, from which I can see the direction of my life more clearly. Thanks.
I pretty much took today off. I then went to my friend's house and went back for a farewell party of another friend. I am quite able to make a good impression in social scenes. You know, to make good contacts for the future, or possibly find a girlfriend along the way. However, my problem is that I always think the time I spend in socializing is not worth the time I read books or writing papers. So I never make a commitment. However, today I decided to just relax, and it made a difference. However, what about tomorrow? I will again hide back in my ivory tower.
One major reasons for my lack of interest in socializing is because my life is still wrapped in one big secret. Fortunately, I will no longer need to keep this secret for long. The time is coming, and I think my life will take a turn too.
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