I finally can take a breath. Sorry that I did not keep up with the blog recently. I guess I have probably lost all my readers due to my laziness, but what the heck, because I am writing on.
I feel I am a lucky person in a lot of ways recently. Last year, I all of a sudden felt being cut off all the supportive network. I was stuck in the middle of two cultures and two continents. But this year, my perspective has changed. Remember I said I am applying for law school? Well, the reason why I was reluntant to say it out loud earlier is that I was afraid to alienate my “friends”, especially that I have been hiding this secret from them for such a long time. Errr, as it turns out, a lot of people are actually positive or nuetral. My Chinese friends, the soc fellows, the dance group, my fabulous staff members in my co-op, general residents in the co-op. Even my adviser and other professors are not pissed off by me. I guess most of them are doing that out of respect of my own decisions, and it by no means is full endorsement. However, half-assed nodding means a lot to me already. Thanks. It feels great that I am finally get rid of my secret and also know that it has not hurt anyone, although it might catch some of them off-guard. By the way, I am talking to Hope about her law school experience next Wednesday!
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