Walk the line

I watched a movie "walk the line". Somehow, I was deeply touched. It is not like another cheap chick flick that used music and slow motions to make you cry. Rather, it calmly portraited a life that I am so in awe and admiration. Now I am listening to Jognny Cash's : At Folsom Prison. I have this album in my album in my ipod for a while, but now I have a very different understanding. It is now much more enjoyable.

One thing that struck me is that there is no wasted life. I tended to be very calculative about my time, trying to achieve the most benefits with lowest cost. But I felt small now. I felt I am not free. I am constrained by my rationality, trapped in my own jail and shouted but the noise was tiny. I hope one day I would be free, doing things I really like to do (comparing to now: I do not even understand what i want to with my future), and have a unique life experiences. The other thing is the relationship between Johnny and June. I mean, their relationship has been exaggurated, but heck, it is still amazing.