my left foot

I almost felt that my left foot cracked last night. Last night is the last perforamance of "Urban Nights". We had small glitches several times. Then in the free improvising mode, I jumped high and then someone pushed me. I landed on the upper-surface of my left-foot, and I heared three distinct sounds of "cracks". a lot of thoughts went through my mind that time, "oh, my gosh, fractures". I played on the ground for a while, until the acute pain was gone. And then got up to finish the piece.

After I came back, I was very worried about the foot. I hope this is not the end of the physical activity. The foot is fine in any normal activities, but I feel some pains when I pressure it inwards. I hope it will going to heal. I have never been so scared about my injury. Before I would just laugh it off, believing it is going to be fine. Not this time. I was lying in bed thinking about it for a long time before I fell asleep.

I bought some flowers for my dance group last night. It was a hit. I feel you can make people happy by justing doing small little things. Besides, since there are other dance groups also, my group members now felt they were special because they could hold a flower back to the dorm as their trophy. Of course, I went back home empty handed. I just could not resist the temptation to give away as many flowers as possible, so I left none for myself.

In general, life treats me well (if my foot will be okey). I lowered my expectation about my future, so it felt better. I did not call Zexum yesterday, because it was Sunday in China. I felt very awkward when I called her on weekends, and could imaging her mom eardropping (I know her mom actually quite well). So I will call her tonight. I am going to visit my friend's place tonight, maybe catching some glamorous moment of Oscar. And then back to the management selection meeting, which is quite stupid to begin with. I have helped to set up a compost plot for my house, and felt like a big achievement. I finished the chair painting, and I hope I will upload a picture of that soon. California keeps raining, and I hope the weather next week will be good. If my foot heals, I should resume running at time soon.