Music and others

After several days of slacks, I plan to pick up with blogs with the topic of music.
I am currently sitting in front of computer, taking notes from a great book "equality by design". My ear-plugs are playing Sarah Mclachlan's "last dance", the most romantic music I've heard for a long time. By the way, I highly recommend the album "surfacing". It just seesm to make my boring job of taking notes less boring, and sometimes carries my thoughts away to some unforgetable moments.
One of which is the scenes in Washington D.C. A girl and I spent one whole day in national mall. Sometimes we walked so close that our arms touched each other. She cried in front of Vietman War Memorial, and I had an urge to just hug her. I know, I know. I was just so close to say "I like you", but I knew I wouldn't. It was my problem, and I have to live with it.
But strangely, I never feel regrets for those lost opportunities. For me, life is just a play without explicit scripts but with implicit destination. I am just curious to see what's next, not regreted on what has passed. So maybe that is my another problem, and i just have to live with it too.