I thought I would put the following thoughts in the previous blog, but then I decided to create a new thread in case people do not have the patience to plough through a extremely long blog.
I feel a little bit down since I came back. Two things bother me:
1. I feel my dissertation can be easily assembled right now. I have the theme, and I have red a lot of relevant literature. But am I just lazy or something? I just do not put any effort to try to put them together. By October 1st, I have to have something, I promise.
2. Maybe I feel in love again these days, but why the thoughts of it are so depressive? I hope it is just because the current stage of uncertainty. This girl makes me feel so comfortable to talk about myself. So intention or motivation to impress. I just want to tell her my family, my experience, my feeling, my everything...... and listen to her stories (or maybe I am still a good listener yet). I am still a little confused of what it is and what I should do next, but I do not want to miss the chance of being with her, for a while or for the rest of my life. By the way, is she reading my blogs now? Just kidding:-)
Ok, dissertation time. I am in the library now. Why it is so cold here? I should put a jacket here in the futre.
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