I, robot

Yesterday I watched the movie "I, robot" with Victor. I used to watch 3 movies with 6 dollars, now it is 10 dollars for one movie. Damn capitalism, you've corrupted me.
Anywho, we played "red alert" late night. Something alerming happened. I was so excited when I beated Victor and Frank that I could stop making hysteria laughing sound. I think there may be something in my blood that is fond of bloody violence, which was pretty much suppressed by my internalized social rules but released after a exciting video game. Just as a side note, sometimes I am also sexual aroused by violence. It is sort of embarrassing, so I wouldn't go further on that comment.
Sometimes I just do not understand how to be happy, and the thinking of this question adds to my dismay. But I think I've been happy since last week, thanks much to my trips that relaxed me. 
I went to swim yesterday. Do you ever have a compulsion that you have to do something? If I ever have one, it is for yesterday's swimming. I had a great swim, and find my freestyle is picking up. I am like a fish, gently touch the water and let it swooshing by while my two arms plunge strokes in a rythm that matchs my breathing patterns.
Damn Pat. She's made such a big deal about my working hours. Now I have to clarify with people that my working hours are less than forty. I can hate her for ever just for this small hassle she've created. MMmmhahaha!