Tuesday, October 19, 2004

I know it would come someday....

Yeah, I know I would bump into her some day on campus randomly, but I did not expect it was coming so soon.
I saw her in the library when I was about to walk out. At the first sight I saw her, I felt a shock wave from the center of my body towards peripherals. It was as if a minor heart attack (though I did not know what heart attack really like), except this one is benign. I tried to caml down, probably successfully, but I just wanted to get away as soon as I could.
Is it that strange? I think I would be acting normal in my imaginary random run-in with her, but it is not easy I swear. What I do not understand fully is the reason: it is because I still have strong feelings towards her despite my forceful denial of it? or is it just my continuing embarrassment of the last episode in which I still consider I made a fool out of myself? I do not have the answer yet, but who cares really. How we feel sometimes just cannot be explained. Now I only hope she would just take it easy.

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