Sunday, October 03, 2004

Ok, I guess that's the last post on depression

So many posts on my depression these days. Even I myself have got tired.
But more importantly, I think that the worst days of my trouble are over because all the three major reasons that started my trouble have all been solved. Some in a non-perfect way, sadly, but it doesn't bring me down as much as all those early uncertainties that have troubled me.
Besides, I went to my best friends' place this afternoon. Sorry if I interruptted their afternoon, but I really appreciated their accommidation for a wandering soul. I felt warmth and lots of support. Thanks a lot.
I feel I recovered most of my self-confidence now. One major sign: though I did not stick with the break-down plan for dissertation writing, I am still confident that I am gonna make the deadline. Seems to be back in full control again.
So I guess I will stop mourning about my insignificant depression here any more (unless things get out of control as badly as early last week again, which I doubt they would). I want to thank all the people who show me support. You know, it is such a miracle that I happen to befriend with you. And thank you, blog, for being a silent friend who sucks in all my emotions and felling which sometimes resemble unsorted stuff in trash bins. And thank you, whose friendship I might lose forever due to my stupid actions the other days, for everything that you did for making me a better person.
Good-bye to the most memorable week at Stanford so far. And welcome back, kid.

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